CJ's Trophys

Got to thinking today about these lovely little teddy bears. Everytime we see one, it means our son made it through another surgery and he is still alive, I cant count how many we seen this year, don't know how many will see this year. Some kids get other kinds of trophies, and maybe some day CJ will too, but for now this is a "trophy" in our book, that he has made it through another surgery.
We have the last few months been head on w/ a big decision and were suppose to make it this month, its soooo hard to have to make a decision that could affect your sons life, and a major thing too. life or death, or just his quality of life if gets side affects, I am only 27 I would never have guessed I would have to make this kind of choices.
So, we have been and will continue to pray to God, for help and answers and gladly accept anyone else who wants to join in, we have had some concerns lately on CJ and just doing the parent thing and worry about how long we may or maynot have w/ him.