Fustrations

Cj has been fighting not feeling well for awhile. We have done so much to help. Even tried the one medicine for bacteria and that didn't seem to help. Might take awhile I don't know. But on to plan b. which was stomach empty test. Went up to omaha this morning for that. Good but not good results. The guy could't say alot. but he said it looked like it emptied better than last time. Which is good, but bad b/c now were having to move to plan C on trying to figure out whats going on. The dr. called in pain meds for his stomach. Were to try that till monday. If he is still having problems on monday. We call back and go to plan d. and honestly hopes aren't high w/ plan c. but maybe i am wrong. I think more than just stomach pain. and even if stomach pain medicine works are they going to figure out why stomach hurts? but lets see till monday. Going to be a long wait till monday if don't work. He is in pain. He's rocking more. and now and then He screams out in pain. Which makes a heart melt when you can't do anything. He's retching. He isn't moving or doing anything. If I pick him up to move him from one location to next he retches more and screams in pain and don't want touched or moved. I just pray to God to either heal him or show the drs what they need to do to help him out of the pain. It just don't seem fair to watch little ones in pain. I know life isnt fair, but I see how much pain he is in and that isn't living life. God luckly has givin him strength that I don't have.